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My dear by Squeek98j, literature

Burnout by Squeek98j, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
  • Canada
  • Deviant for 12 years
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Favourite Visual Artist
def. ren-danny and GeekOfDoom!! lol! (i'm sucha dork!)
Favourite Movies
Spirit, or Prince of Persia
Favourite TV Shows
Fruits Basket, Death Note, Doctor Who
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
oh god, i have like 50!
Favourite Books
Leven Thumps series by Obert Skye (I LOVE GETH!!!)
Favourite Writers
Def. Obert Skye!
Favourite Games
Prince of Persia series for the Xbox
Favourite Gaming Platform
i would have to say the X-box 360 with Kinect
Tools of the Trade
LOVE (are you kidding me!?!? Try a sword or knife or pencil or something!)
Other Interests
Music, art, literature, some photography,

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It's almost midnight. I work tomorrow, I cant afford to not sleep but here I am I guess Idk what it is, the heat...being over tired...being burnt out... But I can't seem to get my brain to shut off. Im tired enough, I'm exhausted, but the second I got in bed I can't sleep Every car that passes by scares the shit out of me. It's a busy road so cars aren't unusual but they're freaking me out tonight, especially if they slow down. I have tried to sleep, but I just keep staring at the wall, like I'm expecting something bad to happen at any second. You know the anticipation before a fire drill at school? It's that. Like I'm waiting for something but idk when it's going to happen I'm paranoid tonight. Really paranoid. Maybe it's too much true crime who knows I've always had bad nights, though, as long as I can remember The vast majority are fine, nothing notable, but when I have a bad night it's pretty bad. I see things in the shadows, I get paranoid, I nearly jump out of my
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It’s funny how quickly mood can change. I was doing actually pretty good on Thursday. That didn’t last long. I’m back in depression. something big happened at work, I’ve been working towards for a few years…and then something happened that made me totally feel like I don’t deserve it. this might be imposter syndrome or depression, but I feel like I’m tricking everyone into thinking I’m good at my job. It’s like every other task I fuck up royally and I don’t know how to fix it. i second guess my career choice every other fucking day and it sucks. I know at one point I loved my job. That’s depression I guess. also funny how self aware about this I can be and yet we’re still here. Still stuck in this rut. I don’t even know howmto start climbing out
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It’s funny how quickly mood can change. I was doing actually pretty good on Thursday. That didn’t last long. I’m back in depression. something big happened at work, I’ve been working towards for a few years…and then something happened that made me totally feel like I don’t deserve it. this might be imposter syndrome or depression, but I feel like I’m tricking everyone into thinking I’m good at my job. It’s like every other task I fuck up royally and I don’t know how to fix it. i second guess my career choice every other fucking day and it sucks. I know at one point I loved my job. That’s depression I guess. also funny how self aware about this I can be and yet we’re still here. Still stuck in this rut. I don’t even know howmto start climbing out
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we haven;t spoken in literal years i think
i dont even know if you remember me 
but i just wanted to say hi!
hey, I was just thinking about you and way back when. Back in the SHWWD days. How've you been? I'm just kind of missing you and wanted to know how you are. I hope that you're well.
Hey! Sorry, i'm not on very much. I get thinking about SHWWD too :) Ahhh fond memories :)
I've been great :) My current partner (reading this rn) says hi :) And got quite confused when i mentioned SHWWD, so i am thinking i need to drag HER into this downward spiral of horror :) Especially with some of the stuff Wolfy wrote haha

Anyway, how are you?
Lol, I've been okay. My life is an emotional rollercoaster as always. I've been working a lot. Been working on some stories and art stuff, too. I've gotten a lot better over the years. Not as much of an edgy shit either. I came out to my mom too... Pansexual and genderfluid. Chopped off my hair and I dye it pretty regularly. Basically, I'm a very different person thaneeds I was.
Happy Birthday! :D