I am sorry I never trusted you, my dear For the times I believed them over you And for the times I never reassured you You were right I am sorry I silenced you, my dear For the times I never gave you a chance to speak And for the times I really should have listened You deserved to be heard I am sorry I left you in the dark, my dear For the times I shut you away And for the times I left you You felt so alone I am sorry I shamed you, my dear For the times I turned my back And for the times I looked with disdain You deserved love in abundance I am sorry I hurt you, my dear For the times I twisted you and burned you And for the times I took things too far You felt so much suffering I am sorry you turned into me, my dear I am sorry I let you get lost in this I am sorry I never tried to save you I am sorry I pushed you away I am sorry I am not the person you wanted to be I am sorry, myself
peel off all my skin
and make me mechanical
break apart all my bones
and rebuild me
make me efficient
make me untiring
make me more
tear away all my limbs
and replace me
pull out every organ
and fill the void in me
make me stronger
make me powerful
make me more
take away all my emotions
and make nothing matter
steal away my vision
and let everything make sense
make me logical
make me worry-free
make me more
make me more
make me more
make me more
make me more
make me more